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| my sis got married |
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its just that i had been through a lot this past month. and during the hardship, there was a time when i felt regret, hopeless, felt 'can i walk pass this hurdle?' but eventually, after times goes by, u know Allah will always be with u, i know that my prob had not completely gone, but my faith in Him does getting stronger.
u may say that my prob with u is different, indeed, it is. but the matter is that how you relate your self to the Creator. there was once in my life i felt like killing myself (not with a pisau haha maybe just a tiny scratch on my hand referred as rebellion) or I'm different ( a lot of time i felt that maybe because of my character, or my face i don't know) felt inferior,
but you know what, every time i felt that i cried and asked Allah repeatedly why I'm alive. why me? ofc no answer. but i felt that my life are getting easier. not because i was complaining. but because i rely on Him when things go worse. n u know what. how great that feels like ;)
JUST MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON. AND U READER. YOU ARE WORTH MORE THAN PEOPLE STUPID WORD
