MY OPINION

sometimes, it just make me sad to think that are some people give a ridiculous and absurd statement on some matters. it as if they had no valuation or different perspective to look at.

it just, im tired of saying that ' diorang ni ckp mcm orang tk belajar memang mcm tkde ilmu'
but they are all the same, belajar or not, some people would just leave comments.

but i tried to tell myself itu suara rakyat, but there will be a limit to it.
on certain issues, let me told you a story of mine (it is quite not haahahaha i dont know)

one day, me and my dad and my sis ofc was on the way back from university to our home when suddenly we come across talking about law implementation (obv bcause my sis ambik law kan tkkn nk ckp psl medic lak dgn ayah; my dad had lost of interest in geography but mostly general knowledge, wise man indeed :) )
n then he told me about common law how this law was usually became the source for most of the lawyer to refer or judge to refer regarding certain cases that had not yet happened in certain country. but he said right now kite pon dh tk rujuk sgt common law because we had our own now, dgn ape ehh ( aduh sorry lah i ambik sains hayat hehe so mse die ckp dpt tngkp sikit sikit je )

ok lps tu i said to him why kite tk buat kite punye negara mcm negara luar ehh ( i think i asked him something about negara america or british, i cant remember hahaha sorry!)

then he gave me a simple answer
"izzah, what must be good to the other country does not meant that it must be good to our country, thus, in malaysia, we come from different background, nationality, ethnic, religion and races. so there are lots to consider in this matter of law"

time tu rasa mcm wooooooooooo.... okay.. hahahahaha he is indeed a wise man.
but spoil lah part penting kite lupe lakk aduh hehehe sorry but tu je lah

before you said that kenapa kite tk buat macam negara luar, use entertainment to support country, or other stuff lah. act i love malaysia. to tell you the truth, i bet some of government people  had tried their best to make our country the best country by curahkan their ideas for us.
so before you judge kajiii dulu. and if you did, give a comment that will give benefits.

once my dad asked my opinion what i think about ' kite buat mcm negara luar, mempertahankan kampung melayu as a source of attraction, mcm negara luar"then i told him that i dont know but i understand that kind of mentality.
then he told me " izzah you know what, everyone have their own different perspective, kalau budak engineer die akan fikir lain town planner die fikir lain history of geology fikir lain so kite tk boleh sesama kite berbalah utk tahu sapa yg menang" seeeeeeeeeee debate is good but thinking who might win is not soo you know...

SO IN CONCLUSIONNNNN
i think that all of us have different opinion and perspective that they look at.
but know one thing, what must be good to others does not meant it must be good for us ok.
every country have their own strength and weakness. so it is up to us to decide which solution would be the best to overcome the weak and improve the strength

those lingering feeling

you know what is funny..

there are few boys mintak couple to me. and then my reply towards them was all similar.
i told them that i already have a boyfriend (which is invisible hehe >.<)
like it is not that im being picky or what so ever, it just that, i know im not that kind or good. but i want the best man for me. act, i don't want my future husband to get my left over. full max with him hahaha (itu sakai, pls ignore ayat tu hahaha malu gak)
ok. anyway. couple to haram, im not being kuno or orang pannggil apa tuu. bajet lah tk open minded lah. whats haram is haram. why should i be open minded upon smthing that haram for me. serius cari nahas. nnt aku gak kene tanggung dosa tu sbb mentality 'open minded' sesetengah orang.
apelah..

my advice is if a man know what best for you, he appriciates your decision. and good man would not as i repeat would not ask us to do bad things if he dont want to carry your dosa once you are married to him (kalau dia ajak lah)

n then i always ask myself that... WHY SOME MEN LIKE WOMAN THAT ARE PRETTY SMOOTH SKIN BUT WOMAN CAN ACCEPT MAN YANG HMM (TP HATI BAIK WOO HEHE )

But the word beauty is act quite subjective.  everyone beauty serius wehh. tkde Allah ciptakan manusia tnp kelebihan. serius semua ada kelebihan. it just you who decide to cherish it or to lose it. but some people still wonder what talent do they hold. nvm. keep searching. there is always a way !! trust me!

and aduh nk smpi part funny nye tu hahahaha sokay atas tu muqaddimmah sikit. ok. then kan, one day i sat near the car window( tepi sekali) smbil looked outside fefeeling as sad song played by the radio, aircond breeze acted as a wind. and all this movement outside literally made you deep in thought. then my family talk about crush day wtv lah semua semua tu then tetibe terdetik, tkpe nntaku msg boyfriends aku, you know the feeling when you have boyfriends that feeling feeling of sokay him will text me. the question is... who is this him guy? hahahaha then it just hit me. that i had no boyfriend

sorry to waste your time on this ridiculous yet not funny story hahahaha. but you the feeling of having a boyfriend due to myself keep saying that i have one to the boys. hahahaha haihhhhh what a feeling