those lingering feeling

you know what is funny..

there are few boys mintak couple to me. and then my reply towards them was all similar.
i told them that i already have a boyfriend (which is invisible hehe >.<)
like it is not that im being picky or what so ever, it just that, i know im not that kind or good. but i want the best man for me. act, i don't want my future husband to get my left over. full max with him hahaha (itu sakai, pls ignore ayat tu hahaha malu gak)
ok. anyway. couple to haram, im not being kuno or orang pannggil apa tuu. bajet lah tk open minded lah. whats haram is haram. why should i be open minded upon smthing that haram for me. serius cari nahas. nnt aku gak kene tanggung dosa tu sbb mentality 'open minded' sesetengah orang.
apelah..

my advice is if a man know what best for you, he appriciates your decision. and good man would not as i repeat would not ask us to do bad things if he dont want to carry your dosa once you are married to him (kalau dia ajak lah)

n then i always ask myself that... WHY SOME MEN LIKE WOMAN THAT ARE PRETTY SMOOTH SKIN BUT WOMAN CAN ACCEPT MAN YANG HMM (TP HATI BAIK WOO HEHE )

But the word beauty is act quite subjective.  everyone beauty serius wehh. tkde Allah ciptakan manusia tnp kelebihan. serius semua ada kelebihan. it just you who decide to cherish it or to lose it. but some people still wonder what talent do they hold. nvm. keep searching. there is always a way !! trust me!

and aduh nk smpi part funny nye tu hahahaha sokay atas tu muqaddimmah sikit. ok. then kan, one day i sat near the car window( tepi sekali) smbil looked outside fefeeling as sad song played by the radio, aircond breeze acted as a wind. and all this movement outside literally made you deep in thought. then my family talk about crush day wtv lah semua semua tu then tetibe terdetik, tkpe nntaku msg boyfriends aku, you know the feeling when you have boyfriends that feeling feeling of sokay him will text me. the question is... who is this him guy? hahahaha then it just hit me. that i had no boyfriend

sorry to waste your time on this ridiculous yet not funny story hahahaha. but you the feeling of having a boyfriend due to myself keep saying that i have one to the boys. hahahaha haihhhhh what a feeling