there was once in my life. I asked myself wether I'm normal like everyone else. or not.
maybe I'm not.
the way I looked, the way I dressed up, the way I looked at people.
I just wished once in my life. a human any kind of human being just click and understand my struggle.
but in reality they are not. in the end. only Allah could save me.
I asked myself again. oh Allah why me why? why I must face this?
as I walked down my path, I started to think oh Allah it's me yes it is indeed.
that's why through out my entire life I never get really upset on something if I did, I know whose to deal with.
and that's what we called redha my friends :-)
peringatan for me and everyone of you life isn't easy but what ever you are struggling with no one can help you accept Allah. when you realise that that is when you had the courage to accept the things that are happening the things that had change over the years and the things that unexpected.

yeah to tell you the truth im like everyone else with full emotion my negative thought and feelings can only be control with something thats bring positive feed:keep in prayer and doa as always Allah with you always and forever
:-) :-)