it is fate

people like to look down on me. sometimes they think that i'm not capable of doing work that is too heavy, as they see the side of me that is very girly and polite.

i didn't mean to judge them as they judge me, but what they said really put me in an ignorance and annoyance mood. they just put me down on the level that they see me.

i just know... i believe... deep down i was born to help others. i was born to be a doctor. i was born to tell people my opinion about action that im gonna took. but,, why it got shaky every time i did those things? they laugh at me. said my opinion is weird. they said i'm easily persuaded. like what else did they want!? want me to rebel and be rude!? then they would say, okay you are a person with philosophy and a strong heart. is it? now my enthusiastic has become an anger. i loose if i let anger control me

so therefore, people out there, you can judge, you can say and laugh, i will always smile and pray for your goodness. and im make sure i do it because i want to do it. and i will be happy being a doctor or dentistry. it is my priority to help whoever in needs.